So here we are just a few days from Christmas and Zi is still in haiti. I would be lying if I said it's easy. I'd be lying if I said I believed he would be here for Christmas morning. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't blaming myself for this delay. I. would. be. lying.
I miss my little boy so much it hurts!! I miss the way he plays with my hair when he cuddles close to my neck. I miss his laughter. I miss HIM!!
I feel responsible for his being there and not here. I feel.... honestly.... stupid!!! He should be here. He should be with us!
Isaiah, I am sorry I messed up the paperwork. I miss you baby. I want you here. God is with you, baby. He will get you home where you belong!!! Hang tight, little man. We will be together soon. I love you!!! Mommy
5 comments:
Gail-I got tears in my eyes reading this post. I can't even imagine what you are going thru, but I admire your strength and courage. Don't beat yourself up! You and Isaiah are in our prayers.
Hugs,
Jackie and all
I am sad for you!! hang in there! IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT! Do not allow satan to attack you that way!
Praying for you friend...
Ditto to all of the above! {{{Hugs}}}
I understand completely!!!!!!!!
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